digging the dancing queen

why is everyone a douche? why is everyone into casual sex? why is everyone into something serious? why is it all about extremes? im alll about extremes but theres a certain point where you realize its not healthy. and then you daydream. about whatever fucker you find attractive. sometimes its all about who you know. but i dont know the right people and i feel as if im in a bubble and noone quite understands, noone can relate. what can i do? noone understands except the psychopaths. and those guys are fucked. wheres the happy medium? nowhere. my friends are acrooss the GODDAMMN world!! Texas, Ukraine, cali, italy, israel. what about you? im talking about my best friends. im depressed about it. I never thought id have to make new friends but thats just what i have to do. im all alone. ive got a few people near but not even. whazt the fuck, is this high school.. why is everyone a FUCKIN SHIT? this isnt fair. and ive been eating way too many salads.. ....